being a girl · family · fear · feelings · food · scary stuff

The Blahs….

I have the blahs….perhaps even mild depression (?). This is probably not going to be an uplifting post, nor am I looking for oodles of comments. Just need to organize my thoughts! I have a migraine. Yuck. It’s hard to have a migraine and a child. I imagine once he’s more mobile it’s only going… Continue reading The Blahs….

being a girl · Mother's Day

If You Are A Woman…

Celebrate today. Because YOU are a woman of influence… You are a wife… A daughter… A sister… A friend… An aunt… A niece… YOU Are a woman of influence in someone’s life And that makes today All about YOU… Today should be a celebration of ALL women…because we all mother someone in someway at sometime. Even… Continue reading If You Are A Woman…

being a girl · fear · The Wait

What if I Can’t?

I’m not sure I can handle this. Yet again I’m not pregnant. I know I won’t be pregnant, ever. But why must I be reminded so painfully every month. And for about a week, I have no good emotions. I waver between exhausted and angry to scared and sad. We met with our social worker… Continue reading What if I Can’t?

being a girl · faith · infertility

I’m Kicking Eve in the Shin….

Someday, when I get to Heaven, I am going to kick Eve in the shin. Thanks to her, I HATE being a girl for about 4 days a month. Isn’t it enough that I can’t conceive a child – I have to have wicked wicked WICKED pains, too? It can’t be one or the other?… Continue reading I’m Kicking Eve in the Shin….