adoption · faith · parenting · questions

I Wonder….

When Little Man cries, I wonder…     *Does he miss Mama S?      *Is he crying because my body is still foreign to him?     *Is he in pain somewhere down deep inside?     *Physical pain? Emotional pain?     *Is he overtired and overstimulated?     *Is he bored? Is he hungry?     *Does he wonder who the heck I am?     *Am… Continue reading I Wonder….

adoption · bonding · parenting

Adoption? Or Parenting?

Saturday and Sunday were by far the most difficult days so far, especially those nights. Saturday my mom (grandma!) came over for a few hours so I could get some sleep and Keith could run some errands and do some fix-it-up type stuff around the house. So my mom held Little Man for like 3… Continue reading Adoption? Or Parenting?

bonding · parenting

Dangerous Opinions

SO…two adoptive families from church asked me the same questions this week: 1) Is it just surreal?  I said, yes! 2) Do you feel like you’re babysitting? I said, yes! Isn’t that horrible? I feel like I’m babysitting. It’s so…weird. I mean, I love Little Man. I can already distinguish his cries, his wants, his… Continue reading Dangerous Opinions

parenting · surprises

Things I Wish I Had Known…

So…I’m all about being informed and educated. I love school, learning, reading, etc. I read baby books and your blogs and all sorts of things about babies. I talked to my friends with babies (which is, face it, everyone) and listened to what they had to say. But there are things I wish I had… Continue reading Things I Wish I Had Known…